Hey,
first i'd like to say, that from now on i'll only post a journalfor Camp updatez at the end of the week ^^ on friday, so i'll have to write it all down in my note book x)

Also,
still sad, i can't really get over the fact that Toby's gone sorry for being a downer guys, but he meant alot to me lets seeeee i'll just explain it to you from the start:
Ever since I was little Toby(My cousin) was the one looking after me (like I lived with my parents but like I said before, they sort of gave all their love to Krsita and Michael none to me) He always tried his best to cheer me up whenever I was sad. He could only come home in the summers, winter and for a few days in October for my birthday because he was a teacher and couldn't just leave when he wanted (plus he lived in Ottawa) he cared all the same. Toby was always telling me to do me best, and to not care about what other people say. I'm pretty damn sure I wouldn't have been the person I am today if it weren't for him. (There arn't WORDS for how much He meant to me!)

His story:
He was here because his mother (my aunt) had a one-night-stan with some guy. When he was born she abandoned him with his grandmother. He grew up ignoring that and just thinking positive and brushing off comments people made about his mother. When he was 13 his Grandmother passed away so he had to live with aunt grace (really our great aunt) she had little money but loved him dearly. Toby had a dream of going to University to be a teacher, but because of the lack of money, he had to do odd jobs. When he was 15 he started running in maratons and races (over time he got to run in an olympic race, his second dream)after all this people started giving him money and more money and soon he had enough to finish his education, he became a grade 5 English teacher. He finished everything he started, and kept his mind positive no matter WHAT happened and hopefuly I got that from him if anything.
(I left a bit out. but thats ok)

there are still a few things i didn't say but i can't bring my self to say/type anyhting becasue i know how much it hurts just to think about it, maybe i'll come around later

-Kenzie <3